Born to Blossom, Bloom to Perish
Side chick.
People go to work and forget about their problems for thoes few hours. I went to work today & my problem followed me in there. How dare you come to MY place of work & try & check me out. Bitch, you have my phone #. You have my facebook. So why in the fuck did you come into my work? I removed myself from the situation not because I was scared, but because I didn’t want to lose my job.
If this continues, there will be issues. And it will be taken care of. Guaranteed. You bet your large striped plain looking ass on that.
What do birds & I have in common?
We’re both angry. Angry to the point I want to punch you in your face. Angry that I want to do what you did to me so bad. But I won’t. Because I’m a coward, because I feel like I NEED you. I don’t need you. It’s just a matter of time I come to realize this.
P.S. Don’t ever threaten to take MY son away from me. It will NEVER happen. EVEREVEREVER.
Back to the land of Zoloft
I’m back on medication. My heart beats a different kind of pain this time.
He’s already a month old. Where did my little baby go? :( Makes me want another one… ha ha ha….
What I have not done the past 3 weeks & 4 days
- Worn make-up
- Slept more than 2 hours at a time
- Blow dried my hair
- Taken a shower longer than 10 minutes
Never in my life did I think thoes things would be a luxury. I just don’t have the energy to do my hair or make-up. It’s funny because I lived for thoes things months ago. I just don’t know remember what I looked like wearing make-up. Ha ha ha. I feel bad for my boyfriend. He’s had to put up with my make-up-less face for weeks now. Even before 3 weeks ago.
My advice to new moms: SLEEP. before the baby is here. Just sleep, don’t worry about anything else but sleeping.
