Born to Blossom, Bloom to Perish

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I don’t know why last night effected me so much. I rarely bring last nights fights into the next day. My tears were so much more than your ‘rudeness’ last night. I didn’t know how to put them into words. I instead just let tears fall hoping you’d some how just know.
I hate saying thoes things to you. I hate calling you thoes names. I sometimes wish I wasn’t so jaded. I know it would be so much easier on you. The last thing you need at this time is a difficult girlfriend. I want to be so much for you but I don’t know how to.

I’m just sorry. I don’t know what else to say.