Born to Blossom, Bloom to Perish

Going to California with an aching in my heart.

Nothing is genuinely wrong with our ‘realtionship’.. except the fact its not really a relationship. I shouldn’t feel emptier and emptier every time we’re done ‘hanging out’. But I do. Maybe it’s because its built on sex? Or was built on sex.

I looked through your phone today. Text messages from the same girl whose blowing up your facebook. Text messages from another ‘new’ girl. I didn’t have a chance to look at the sent box, I could only handle the inbox. To have an inbox message you need to have an outbox message right? …Exactly. It’s not your fault anymore. It’s mine. When will I be done? When will I recongize it’s the same cycle just repeating itself.

I will be in California next week. Maybe that’s where I should leave ‘us’. Cause that’s where you left ‘us’ a year ago.

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.

xo